maybe if i fall asleep i won't breathe right

i feel sad and i don't know why.
i keep looking through photos and they are so so beautiful.
and i keep thinking if i can ever be like that
i read norwegian poetry today and even though it takes so long for me to translate, it's the most soothing thing i've done in the longest time.
and imagine dragons helps a lot too.

that's saara on the picture, my twin dachshund.